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Day 27: Force of Will
April 27, 2001
7:03 a.m.

 
 
     
900 Words - Yesterday
500 Words - Today



     Progress the past two days--spares though it is--has been made through sheer force of will. It was the best I could do, and so I have to be happy with it. The class I teach is a huge investment in energy, of course, and so by Wednesday I was dead on my feet, and so Thursday morning I was emotionally barren. Each of those 900 words were pulled out of my inner self at high expense. If I had not had the detailed outline to tell me what needed to be done, I suppose I wouldn't have done anything at all.

     I was so drained this morning that I slept past my normal time, and only managed 500 words. With the extra sleep, those 500 came a bit easier. I'm posting a bit early this morning, so I may even get a few more in there before I call it quits.

     Regardless, this meams I go into the weekend (plus Monday! Don't forget Monday!) needing probably 25,00-30,000 words to finish.

     It will be a tough chore.

     I don't know if I can manage it.

     But a shooter shoots, and if I do make it, I'll have needed every one of the 1,400 words I pulled out of myself these past two days.


        


     Have a great day.


        


     





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